Rasanya aneh, masuk rumah sakit, diinfus, kudu makan bubur tiap saat. Disitulah gw ngerasain bahwa gw itu manusia hihihi..(alow ndil..gw ambil lagunya :p), maksudnya selama di jkt gw lebih kuat, bulak-balik kesana-kesini rasanya bisa dilakukan sendiri. Tapi begitu sakit, rasanya i really need someone..thanks Allah SWT, i found you, hun..di rumah gak ada yang bisa nemenin, ibu sakit karena kurang istirahat, mbak yuli baru melahirkan, bapak ngerjain kerjaan rumah..Alhamdulillah sudah menikah..hehehe..
Ketika sakit itu, hilman nemenin, rasanya apapun dilakukan, termasuk nyuapin..hiks hiks..sempet dia gak nemenin karena harus jaga di RS Pakuwon, disitu gw ngerasa kehilangan..tapi rasanya tempat yang dipilih (Alhamdulillah dapet VIP) sudah cukup memberikan rasa aman, jadi gw yang memaksakan dia tetap jaga, toh ada suster yang standby 24 jam buat nolongin kalo kita butuh apa-apa..
Jadi inget lagunya Alicia Keys, gara-garanya karna diem di RS, jadi sering liat audisi AFI yang rata-rata nyanyi lagu ini..apa jadinya kalo gw belum menikah, dan gw kudu dirawat di rumah sakit..loving you..is all i do best!
If I Aint Got You Lyrics(by Alicia Keys)
Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what's within I've been there before But that life's a bore So full of the superficial Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you Some people search for a fountain Promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that's the only way to prove you love them And in a world on a silver platter And wondering what it means No one to share, no one who truly cares for me Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you Some people want it all But I don't want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain't got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain't got you If I ain't got you with me baby Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing If I ain't got you with me baby
